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the
experiences to come. For the first time in his life, James is entirely
in the present.
A few hours pass by, hours that will be forgotten
in James’s
mind, hours that will forever mark his soul. The plane lands
and Alessandra walks with James to the baggage claim. She marks
both his cheeks with wet kisses of youth and directs him to the
bus stop. As James awaits the bus, he unfolds the cocktail napkin
and is comforted to discover that her smell is still contained
within it. Only now does he land from the height and think of
the upcoming indirect journey to San Miniato.
***
James descends the stairs of the airport bus and steps onto
the floor of the Termini in Rome (...when most of New York City
is in a deep dreamless sleep.) Fifteen minutes later, he boards
a train to Siena. One hour later the train leaves Rome. James
does not pay attention to the passing country view through the
train window. He tries to evaluate his current situation. So
far he has found it easy to travel in Italy. Even though the
train was delayed and not all the conductors speaks English,
his napkin instructions provide him with a guide. He thinks of
how talented he is at following directions. At first he feels
proud, but then he feels very small. He thinks that maybe his
role in life is to execute the commands of others. Maybe this
journey will have the opposite effect of his expectations. Maybe
it will rid him of the urge to create. Maybe he will return to
New York, appeased and ready to re-enter corporate America, produce
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